Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Holy Crap...........

Holy Crap......How can one person make you feel so terrible? How can I feel this bad every day? My life has been taken away from me more then once and this I would have to say is the worst yet. So I have come to realize that my heart has been broken more times than its healed. How do you recover from the agonizing pain of this? I have trusted enough to give my heart to the person I love the most, just to have it ripped back out. Then people wonder why I have trust issues. All I want to do is be happy with what I have and I cant even do that. I can't eat, I barely sleep and I constantly feel the pain of my current situation. I have given up on my heart, its way past repairable. I give up, I try to do the right thing and all the wrong things keep happening to me......HOW IS THIS FAIR?

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